Pain Building Within My Soul

It’s hard to describe the moments leading up to me cutting. The feeling is indescribable – too intense and overwhelming for words. All the pain building within my soul begins to stir. The emotional pain I am feeling suffocates me, my breathing labored. Cutting gives me the release I need…and physical pain seems so much more tolerable. I wish I could stop…I just don’t have control over my emotions. I never have…